Well Its a strange day. These types of days where the number in succession just look cool. I expect everyone of Facebook will blow it way out of proportion, and there will be a million posts on it. On Google+, there will be one or two posts, but mostly about redheads. God I love Ginger Thursdays!
Anyway, Happy Thursday! 1 more day until the weekend, but I will be working for the Army, which is awesome, because its my first weekend back. I may or may not have a PT test on Sunday, but either way, if I pass it, great, if not, I will know how I stand, and that's good too. My first goal for PT is too pass, but it doesn't end there. Eventually I want to max it, more to prove to everyone that I am better then what I used to be, then for myself, but at the same time, PT patches just look cool on your uniform....
Last night I just started thinking, and as much as I say don't think, everything is in the past, blah, blah, blah, sometimes I catch myself not following my own advice. I start questioning my life path. Is this the direction I should be going? Is there something else out there? All I know is what I see with my own eyes, what I see in my heart, and what people tell me. Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that basically, I am awesome, and that I will continue doing what I am doing. I know what changes I want to make, and obviously I have been doing pretty damn good. So we all know I can do anything I put my mind to, and I am a bit stubborn, but that has gotten me through life so far, and I will let it get me through life until the end.
On another note, and I know I keep saying this, negativity and bitterness will be cut completely from my life. Friends, family, complete strangers, and whoever, if you are negative towards me, I'm just going to cut you out. I don't need the stress. You can deal with your problems with putting down yourself or others, but if it affects me, don't let the door hit you on the way out. I know we have bad days, and I'm not talking about those. I am talking about the people that everyday put me down, or don't believe in themselves. You can do anything that you put your mind too, so use it, and accomplish it....
OK, everyone have a good day, I know I will!!!!
Anyway, Happy Thursday! 1 more day until the weekend, but I will be working for the Army, which is awesome, because its my first weekend back. I may or may not have a PT test on Sunday, but either way, if I pass it, great, if not, I will know how I stand, and that's good too. My first goal for PT is too pass, but it doesn't end there. Eventually I want to max it, more to prove to everyone that I am better then what I used to be, then for myself, but at the same time, PT patches just look cool on your uniform....
Last night I just started thinking, and as much as I say don't think, everything is in the past, blah, blah, blah, sometimes I catch myself not following my own advice. I start questioning my life path. Is this the direction I should be going? Is there something else out there? All I know is what I see with my own eyes, what I see in my heart, and what people tell me. Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that basically, I am awesome, and that I will continue doing what I am doing. I know what changes I want to make, and obviously I have been doing pretty damn good. So we all know I can do anything I put my mind to, and I am a bit stubborn, but that has gotten me through life so far, and I will let it get me through life until the end.
On another note, and I know I keep saying this, negativity and bitterness will be cut completely from my life. Friends, family, complete strangers, and whoever, if you are negative towards me, I'm just going to cut you out. I don't need the stress. You can deal with your problems with putting down yourself or others, but if it affects me, don't let the door hit you on the way out. I know we have bad days, and I'm not talking about those. I am talking about the people that everyday put me down, or don't believe in themselves. You can do anything that you put your mind too, so use it, and accomplish it....
OK, everyone have a good day, I know I will!!!!
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