Someone asked me the other night "Sam, Why do you do what you do, like the blog, or all of this exercise, or the losing weight, or even the quitting drinking". Well here it is people the reason I do everything:
Because I want to.
Pretty simple, Eh? Well let me break this down one by one for you, and really it is that simple. The blog i do to vent, and express my opinion. I really don't care if people read it, but I do appreciate every single one of the 2600+ views I have received in the last couple of months. This is a forum for me to just say what I want, when I want.
The exercise and the losing weight part is really simple too. I am fat. I need to be healthy so I will love forever (or at least longer then regularly scheduled). I know I could get hit by a truck tomorrow and it will all be over then, but I'm not worried about that. Nobody knows their fate, but I will influence it as much as possible. There are many things I want to do in life, and none of them involve being over-weight. So I will continue to lose weight till I am 200 lbs or less. I did it once, I WILL do it again.
Now the quiting drinking part was a simple decision, once I realized that it had to happen. My life was a controlled chaos. I went to work, I functioned, I did everything I had to do to survive. However, on the weekends, I was completely out of control. I don't remember very large portions of the last thirteen years. Is that a way to live? Not for me. I will eventually go back to maybe having a beer or two, but the days of heavy drinking, and sleeping wherever I fall are done.
Well that's all, hopefully I have provided someone an answer. If not, Oh well, Its my life, and I really shouldn't have to explain anything to anyone anyway.
Thank you all for continuously reading!
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