Spooky

Well Happy Hump Day for some, and for others its time to start the clean-up. Hurricane Sandy has taken a lot from people up and down the East Coast. Its time to start to rebuild. Thank god the casualties were minimal, and structures can always be repaired. Once again, If any of my friends and family need me, let me know. I may in Jersey soon, because I have volunteered through the Army to come and help with clean up. I know one man is minimal, but anything helps, right?

Well, after 210 posts (this is #211), and 9500 views, I have been writing this blog for a year now. In the beginning, it was only something I was going to do on a very limited basis. It has turned into a story of my life, both good and bad, and has shown all of my accomplishments and failures. So here's to the first year, and a whole bunch more to come!

Well, I am going to keep it short today. I want all of my New Jersey people (Especially my home town of Union Beach, which was completely destroyed), to know that you are in my prayers. You have recovered from storms before, although much smaller, and you will overcome this one too.

Peace and Love from Maryland!

5/108.6

Hurricane Sandy

A woman scorned? Mother nature pissed off? No matter how you put it, This Tuesday can not be a good one. My former home town of Union Beach, NJ was hit extremely hard last night in this Hurricane. I pray for each and every person affected. Also, for all of my NJ and NY FAMILY and Friends, let me know that you are OK.

Things here in Htown, seem to be OK at the best. My house obviously still has power, but there are a lot without. I am waiting to see if the reserve unit will call me up to help with anything. I should be the first one on the list because I volunteered this morning, but who knows....

Well, Time to get back to phone calls and making sure everyone is OK. The storm isn't over yet, but it seems as if the worst is. I pray for everyone....

 

Just a Little Wet

Happy Monday All!!!!

To all of my friends in New York and New Jersey! Stay safe in this storm that is about to hit! I pray for you all!

To all of my friends who reside in Frederick and Washington Counties, Stay safe also, but its only a little wind and rain. It will probably be the best blow job you will get in your life, so sit back, relax, and enjoy it. I hope the power doesn't go out, and that everyone stays safe!

As for me, I received a call half way into work saying the offices were closed today. Good thing I have a key to let myself in! I won't stay too long, just long enough to play a little catch up and make a little money!

My weekend was pretty damn good on some notes, and also gave me a lot of time to think. Let’s start it off:

Friday- I went to Harrisburg to hang out for the night. I stayed in the Crowne Plaza hotel, 10th floor, with a decent view of the river. Went out to dinner at an expensive restaurant that I really don't remember the name of, all I know is that I had Kobe Beef Sliders, and a Seafood pizza. Those were the best burgers I think I have ever had in my life. The night was great, and a lot of carrying on. I need more nights like that.

Saturday- Drove home then I headed to the Moose Lodge for the Halloween Parties. I got to judge the kids costume party. It was a good time, and it was really nice to see all the kids having such a great time. Then, I was starting to feel sick so I went home. I laid around and just was lazy for the rest of the day (Watched a couple of movies), then I passed out at about 8pm. I feel bad for missing all of the Adult Halloween parties, but sometimes I just have to take care of myself.

Sunday- Up bright and early for the gym. I weighed in at 197. I am now 12lbs from my goal. I have reserves this weekend, and I never eat right there, but I'm going to try like hell from here on out. I did some house work, and then I watched "Abraham Lincoln, Vampire Hunter". I actually enjoyed it. A lot of history mixed with vampire hunting. It was interesting. The Jets got stomped by the Dolphins, but we all know that the Jets play down to their competition. Then I started thinking..... I have to face reality, and that is, no matter how much I want to leave Maryland, it’s not going to happen anytime soon. Therefore, I am going to make the best of my time here. I have a few things planned, and I am really starting this restaurant and bar. It’s going to be an epic place where everyone can get together, hang out, and have some great food and a great time! We don't have places like that around the Hagerstown area. I'm talking truly great food people! More to come on this. I also started thinking that maybe I should be happy with what I have. I can't! It’s not in me. I'm happy with myself, don't get me wrong, but I am destined for great things. These things will come, and I can't wait for them to be here, I just can't rush life like I have been.

Well that’s enough out of me! Everyone have a great week, and don't get too wet!

3/108.6

New Life

“Actually I don't remember being born, it must have happened during one of my black outs.”
― Jim Morrison


Happy Friday Everyone!

As another week ends, we come to the conclusion, that the next few days will be awesome in their own right, and then its back to the grind on Monday. Until that day, lets party like its 1999! As everyone starts to celebrate Halloween a few days early (because it happens to fall in the middle of the week), just remember to stay safe, and everyone comes home in one piece. Its not worth it to drink and drive, and drugs should always be kept at a no-no....

That all being said, I have been keeping a secret for the last few weeks, that I can finally let out, because it has become Facebook official. I am going to be an Uncle. Congratulations to my little brother, and my sister-in-law! I know you are both going to be great parents, and you have all of the family support in the world, if you need it.

My weekend is going to filled with fun, I will let you know what it entails come Monday, but as of today it looks like a couple of parties tomorrow, and working on my car on Sunday! My endlessly boring life continues! Last weekend until I go shooting at the range for the Army. I'm trying to work on those promotion points, so a perfect score would be really nice right about now!

I hope everyone has a great one! If you see me around town, say Hi! I won't bite (unless you ask!).

18/106.6 

10/25/12

Well Hello Thursday! I hope you brought your friend Friday with you! I missed her!

Anyone notice we all get happier as the week goes by and gets closer to Friday, then on Sunday its a total lack of motivation, because you know that it is about to start all over again? Well suck it up people! Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the weekend as much as the next person, but I go out and enjoy every day as it was going to be my last! Every day is as epic as the last. Why? I woke up and I'm alive that's why! Its OK to plan for the future, but live like there's no tomorrow!

OK, that's my sermon for this morning! I hope everyone has a great day!

"Casual Sex"
by MY DARKEST DAYS

You'll never meet my mom, strings will never be attached

We'll always get along, cause it doesn't have to last

And anytime I call, you don't have to call me back

I'm never gonna fall, but I'm never hard to catch!

[Pre-Chorus:]

She says she's cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way

She's so cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!

[Chorus:]

It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other

Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

we're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!

We don't have to go on dates, you don't have to like my friends

I won't get in your face when you're making other plans

If you're tired of the taste, you can try another blend

My heart will never break, I'm just here to break a sweat

[Pre-Chorus:]

That's why she's cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way

She's so cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!

[Chorus:]

It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other

Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

we're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!

[Pre-Chorus:]

She says she's cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, cause it's easier this way

She's so cool with it, she's down with it

There's nothing wrong with it, don't want it any other way!

[Chorus:]

It's just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

We're single but we're lovers, crazy for each other

Just your typical, hardcore, casual sex

we're wild under the covers, crazy for each other!

Everybody wants a lover like that

Fire under the covers, crazy for each other

Everybody wants a lover like that

Fire under the covers, crazy for each other!

 

17/106.6

Standards

Happy Hump Day All!!!!

Well Monday I gave myself my PT test. My scores were 55 push-ups, 45 sit-ups, and a 17:12 run... I passed it all.... However, I wasn't too sure about the run, so today I ran the 2-mile portion of the test again.... I finished in 17:04.... Woo Hoo!!!! I'm passing!!! I for sure will be ready for this test come December.

My only problem is, I'm not happy with just passing. The Army runs the test on a points system, (0-100) for those that don't know it. You must get 60 points in each event. My goal is to get higher than 75 points in each event (100 would be nice, but lets be realistic here). The numbers are as follows (Sit-ups/push-ups/2mile run):

60 Points-   42 / 36 / 17:42
75 Points-   55 / 51 / 16:06
100 Points- 76 / 75 / 13:18

Now don't get me wrong, I will push myself to try and get to 100 points in each event. However, the run may be a little out of reach. You get a PT patch at 90 points in each event, so lets see if I can get there first!

Yup, you may think I'm crazy, but where are all of the people that told me I couldn't do this again? Thats right, they don't know everything I have accomplished, because I have cut them out of my life completely!

Everyone have a great day!!!!

16/106.6

The Future

Tuesday...... October 23, 2012

The day I realized that there is no hope for our future drivers of America....

It all starts with the bus drivers.... If you are carrying 25-40 CHILDREN on a bus, I would suggest you follow all the traffic laws, especially stop signs (bus #06011, next too Clarksburg High School at 0615 this morning). I have noticed an increase in car/bus accidents, and I see why. I'm not saying that it is all the bus drivers fault, but the second you start rushing around with CHILDREN in the bus, you are doing wrong. First of all, your job is to get them from point A to point B SAFELY, not as quickly as possible. Second off, If at an early age these children see someone driving like a maniac, don't you think that's how they are going to learn when they get older? Believe it or not, you are indirectly helping to shape our future.... STOP MESSING THEM UP!!!! Yes, its the parents job to raise their children, but if you don't think you have a part in it, your an idiot, and honestly, there is no hope for you. I think this pisses me off more than anything because you are risking the lives of innocent children....

Then the parents take over. I must almost get hit by an asshole driver every day, and usually the number is two or three on average. If you are in such a rush, leave earlier. You don't want to? Tough Shit..... I shouldn't have to pay for your laziness. Trust me, your boss won't fire you if you are early for work. Another note.... What is up with the alternating letting people onto 355 from 80 every morning.... THERES NO STOP SIGN THERE PEOPLE!!!! If we must let cars in because you are being nice, let one, not twenty.... You are stopped on a major highway trying to be nice, if I plow into the rear end of your car, guess who's fault it is..... YOURS dummy.... This is the only place in America that I have personally seen where people stop in the middle of a major highway to let others in. Its OK to be nice, but its another thing to be stupid.

Well, I'm done ranting for the morning, I hope everyone has a great day! Tomorrow is Hump Day!!!

 15/106.6

Exhaustion

Happy Monday all! I'm trying to brace myself for this week, because its going to be a long busy one, and I started the morning by nearly falling asleep while I was driving. I know this getting up and running thing was going to kill me.... We might have finally found out how.

On a better note, My weekend was awesome! I spent Friday night and Saturday all day at the Moose lodge. I'll tell you what we had one hell of a time at the Cornhole Tournament Saturday night! Except for a few little bumps in the road (My "problem" has been taken care of), everything went smoothly and I couldn't ask for much more.

Sunday, I finally broke down and bought an iPad. Now, I have to order a new CAC card ready ($150) so that I can start doing my military classes and getting promotion points. Well they say that school is expensive, and this just proves it. So much for that credit card that I paid off last week!

Well that's all I have for today! Everyone have a great week!

14/106.6

Operation Pee in your breakfast cereal

HAPPY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!

I hope everyone had a great week! If not, Its Friday, so I hope it turns around really quickly. This weekend I don't have a lot planned, I'm going to be at the Moose lodge most of the time, so if you are in the area, come on out!

Well as far as the title goes, I used to do a lot of questionable stuff a long time ago. Therefore, I have made enemies along the way. However, I have always thought of the Moose Lodge as a safe haven, where all of my old BS isn't there anymore. Well, the lodge has been infiltrated with bits of my past (one major bit, that needs to be taken care of). Don't worry, I'm going to handle this like an adult, but I guarantee that this person wont be getting stupid in my lodge. Let the good times roll!!!!!

Now anyway, I hope everyone has a great weekend! I know I will, because there are some great football games on this weekend. LSU vs Texas A&M on Saturday, and Jets vs. Patriots on Sunday.

Its the little things in life that make me happy!

Cool And The Gang
Celebrate Good Times


Yahoo! This is your celebration
Yahoo! This is your celebration
Celebrate good times,come on! (Let's celebrate)
Celebrate good times, come on! (Let's celebrate)
There's a party goin' on right here
A celebration to last throughout the years
So bring your good times, and your laughter too
We gonna celebrate your party with you
Come on now
Celebration
Let's all celebrate and have a good time
Celebration
We gonna celebrate and have a good time
It's time to come together
It's up to you, what's your pleasure
Everyone around the world
Come on!
Yahoo! It's a celebration
Yahoo!
Celebrate good times, come on!
It's a celebration
Celebrate good times, come on!
Let's celebrate
We're gonna have a good time tonight
Let's celebrate, it's all right
We're gonna have a good time tonight
Let's celebrate, it's all right
Baby...
We're gonna have a good time tonight (Ce-le-bra-tion)
Let's celebrate, it's all right
We're gonna have a good time tonight (Ce-le-bra-tion)
Let's celebrate, it's all right
Yahoo!
Yahoo!
Celebrate good times, come on! (Let's celebrate)
Celebrate good times, come on!
It's a celebration!
Celebrate good times, come on! (Let's celebrate)
(ad lib)
Come on and celebrate, good times, tonight (Celebrate good times, come on!)
'Cause everything's gonna be all right
Let's celebrate (Celebrate good times, come on)
(Let's celebrate)...

12/107.2

Work Thoughts....

Well its Thursday all, and we are so close to the weekend that I can smell it! Not too much planned this weekend, Lots of football, and a charity event or two, but I will get more into that tomorrow!

What I have been thinking about a lot lately is what do I really want to do and be when I grow up. I mean, I am 32 years old, so I should have some sort of direction, but that's where you are wrong. here are a few options I have been thinking of, and there is in no way I can do them all, because they are all full time jobs. Here they are:

1) Open a Restaurant/bar- This one has been on my mind for about six years or so. For those that don't know it, I am an excellent cook. I'm not just tooting my own horn, just ask anyone who has eaten my cooking. I also like watching people having a good time, while eating, watching the game, or just hanging out. So why not do it in a place that I own? The Restaurant would be more than just bar food. I would showcase what I cook best (I have already put together a first draft to the menu). The bar would be somewhere everyone can come and hang out, maybe shoot a game of pool, and socialize with friends. The problems I face with this are: They are expensive to start, fail rate is very high, and you have to trust everyone that works for you. My personal time would go down to zero, and my travel time would be diminished until the place was extremely successful.

2) Get a job as a National Park Ranger- This job has always sort of been on my mind. Work in the outdoors, educate people on the wilderness, and keep our parks and monuments safe. I would love to get a job at one of the seashore national parks, but these are a little harder to get in to. Drawbacks of this job are: They can send you anywhere, and we know how I feel about cold weather, I would take a substantial pay cut, and I would have to learn everything. Success rate is high, because well, its a government job.

3) Active Guard/ Reserve (AGR)- I bet you though me going active Army was squashed. Well obviously you don't know me that well! Just kidding. I'm thinking that when I get my WO1 rank of going AGR. This is just like Active duty, but you work for the Army. They can put you anywhere they need you, but I have seen a few people stay where they are. Maybe I can request somewhere warm... Drawbacks: that cold weather thing again, moving every 3 years or so, plus any other Active Duty Drawback.

4) Real Estate Agent- I'm sort of done thinking of this one. My dad a few years ago left his job, moved to Myrtle Beach, and started selling real estate (Let me know if you want to buy a house on the water). This would get me closer to my family. Drawbacks: Commission based job, expensive to start, I would be south and on the beach, but maybe not far enough south, and I just wouldn't know what the heck I am doing.

All in all, I need to make a decision soon. My job is nice, but I am tired of sitting in a car on a daily basis for 3+ hours. There more too life then just work and money. Happiness has to come into play at some point, right?

I know I have to make the decision myself, but please any insight or feedback would be greatly appreciated.

Have a great one all!!!! We are almost too the weekend!!!

11/107.2

Blank

Well Happy Hump Day all!!!!

Another Wednesday is upon us. I actually am at a loss for words today, so this will be short. Yesterday I received some bad news that will be taken care of at a personal level, so don't worry about my situation.

This morning I went out and ran my ass off. I did 3 mile in a little over 25 minutes. That's not too bad, but it was on the elliptical machine. I don't run on concrete or the track two days in a row to save my knees a little. Tonight I will do my push-up and sit-up routine, so that I don't get flabby, and so that I can excel at all of my events.

Well that's all for now! I hope everyone has an awesome day, and just remember that we are that much closer to another weekend!!!

Hero's
By The Wallflowers

I, I wish you could swim
Like the dolphins, like dolphins can swim
Though nothing, nothing will keep us together
We can beat them, for ever and ever.

We can be Heroes, just for one day.

I, I will be king
And you, you will be queen
Though nothing, nothing will drive them away
We can be Heroes, just for one day
We can be us, just for one day

I, I remember standing, by the wall
And the guns, shot above our heads
And we kissed, as though nothing could fall
And the shame, was on the other side
Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever

Then we could be Heroes, just for one day

We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
We can be Heroes
Just for one day

10/107.2

5 Seconds

Well Happy Tuesday! This week is just cruising by, before you know it, Wednesday will be upon us! LOL

Those of you that have been following me, know that I am busting my ass to get everything out of the Army that I possibly can. In order to do this I have to first pass my PT test (Which I talked one of my higher-ups to give me in December. Today, like last Monday, I gave myself a trial run. I know I have the Push-ups and Sit-ups down, but the run has always been my biggest problem. Before you get your panties in a bunch, yes I am still working on those 2 categories, because I am not going to settle for the minimum. Today I ran my 2 miles in 17 minutes and 47 seconds....

I should be happy because I trimmed 46 seconds off of it in a week. Well, I'm not....

Its a fail by 5 seconds, and I won't be satisfied until I pass....

Sorry this is the way it is. My goal is too first pass the test (36 push-ups, 42 Sit-ups, and a 17:42- 2 mile run). Second I am going to shoot for 75 percent (51 push-ups, 55 sit-ups, 16:00- 2 mile). Then Finally I am shooting for a max PT score, which may or may not happen soon because of the run, but I have another 20 years to reach it (75 push-ups, 76 sit-ups, 13:18- 2 mile run).

Currently, I am at 51 Push-ups (score of 75), 50 Sit-ups (score of 69) and a 17:47 run (score of 59)...

Never has 5 seconds pissed me off more!!!!

Oh well, all I can do is keep rocking and it will happen. I do however think I will kick ass on this December PT test.... Hello rank ups!

Have a great day everyone!

Going the Distance
by Cake

Reluctantly crouched at the starting line,
Engines pumping and thumping in time.
The green light flashes, the flags goes up,
Churning and burning, they yearn for the cup.

They deftly maneuver and muscle for rank,
Fuel burning fast on an empty tank,
Reckless and wild they pour thru the turns,
Their prowless is potent and secretly stern.

As they speed thru the finish the flags go down.
The fans get up, and get out of town.
The arena is empty except for one man,
Still driving and striving as fast as he can

The sun has gone down and the moon has come up,
And long ago somebody left with the cup,
But he's driving and striving and hugging the turns,
And thinking of someone for whom he still burns.

He's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
She's all alone, all alone in her time of need.

Because he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse.
He's going the distance.

Yeah!

No trophy, no flowers, no flash bulbs, no wine.
He's haunted by something he cannot define.
Bowel shaking earthquakes of doubt and remorse,
Assail him, impale him with monster truck force.
In his mind he's still driving, still making the grade.
She's hoping time that her memories will fade,
Cause he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse.

The sun has gone down and the moon has come up,
And long ago somebody left with the cup.
But he's striving and driving and hugging the turns,
And thinking of someone for whom he still burns.

Cause he's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
She's all alone, all alone in her time of need.

Because he's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse,
He's racing and pacing and plotting the course,
He's fighting and biting and riding on his horse!

He's going the distance.
He's going for speed.
He's going the distance...

9/107.2

One Love

"Why do I do what I do? If you are talking about the Army, and why I just can't leave it, its because my country has my heart. Someday, A woman will fall in love with me, but she will have to write both my congressman, and the Army and ask to be issued a part of mine. She will never get the whole thing, a majority, but not a whole. However, She will understand, because its soldiers that keep us safe at night, and protect us. So that is why I do what I do, because for the last 14 years, I have tried both sides, and I just can't leave." - Sam Hassell 13 October 2012

Well Happy Monday Everyone! I had a rather exciting weekend (I lie, It was boring). I got to see a lot of old faces, and meet quite a few new ones. All-in-all, the weekend was successful, and I have some new goals. Here it is...

Friday- Work, Then I went to see a salesman about a truck. 2005 Dodge Ram 1500 Daytona. It is a beautiful truck and ran awesome, but I will not be purchasing it. Makes me sad, but I really need to save some money to knock the payment down now that the Mustang is paid off. After the test drive, Went to the Moose for a Cornhole tournament. I won the first match, then lost the next two matches. Then time to go home and get some sleep.

Saturday- Army SRP.... Its a yearly even that makes sure your records are correct and up to date so that you will deploy a lot easier. I got to see a lot of the old faces in there. It was GREAT to be back. I didn't get too talk to as many as I wanted too, but we are going to the range next month and maybe I'll be able to sit down with a few more. I also, got my uniforms ordered (I'm borrowing some for the range next month.)

Sunday- Army SRP (Day 2).... Yup, more sitting around waiting to get records updated. I got to talking to a few people and I have been on the fence about this, but I am pretty sure I am going to go Warrant Officer. Its a new goal of mine. I have a few things to do to achieve it. Here they are (this is directly from the site):

1. US Citizenship (No Waivers)- Got this
2. General Technical (GT) score of 110 or higher (No Waivers) (I scored an 108.... WTF!!! I have to take the test again....)
3. High school graduate or have a GED (No Waivers)- Got It
4. Secret security clearance (Interim secret is acceptable to apply)-Got it
5. Pass the standard 3-event Army Physical Fitness Test (APFT) and meet height/weight standards -As I have posted before, I am working on the APFT, Height/Weight I got
6. All Applicants must have 12 months remaining on their enlistment contract- Yuppers, how about 71 months remaining on this contract.
7. SGT (E-5) or above.

So those are all the Majors (besides rank and school requirements, but those will be done as soon as I pass the PT test. I'm on my way too greatness!!!!


Well, theres my weekend in review, I hope everyone had a great one!

8/107.2

From the Start

Happy Friday All!!!! Its going to be an epic weekend. Tomorrow it all sets in. Its my first day back at drill in over 6 years. I'm excited; extra money, something to do on the weekends, good friends, travel, adventure, and all of the "Hurry up and wait" I can handle! To further my career, I plan on volunteering for any class they will let me take. It all looks good on any resume, so why not?

So here is my weekend, and as usual, I don't expect any of this to actually take place, because, well, things change.

Friday- Work.... Then I am going to look at a new pick-up truck. I'm not hard up on getting one yet, but I did find a nice little Dodge 1500 Daytona. I'm going to test drive it, and see what they can offer. I tend to be fairly good at negotiating, and usually make the person feel bad for charging me anything so this should be good. Maybe this year I won't be driving the orange blaze of glory in the snow. Don't worry ladies, the Mustang isn't going anywhere, I just need something with 4-wheel drive.

Saturday- 0630 formation so that we can drive to Romney for SRP. This is where they update all of your records, and make sure everything is in order. I don't have a will made up, so I may have to get one done this weekend. Should be pretty easy though. I also have to get my uniforms ordered. Unless they want me to start showing up naked. I hope that's not the case because it is starting to get pretty damn cold out, and shrinkage sucks.

Sunday- I may or may not have a PT test first thing in the morning. All I know is that is I am made to take it, then I will do my best, and I may just pass it. Who knows. I am going to ask that starting next month they test me every month until I pass, so that I can rank up faster. I want to be a warrant officer, and this rank thing is standing in my way (need to be an E-6 to qualify, I'm told). Not too sure what else is planned for Sunday, but I'm sure the Army will let me know.

Well All, That's it. Phone will be on, as long as I have service up there. I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!

5/107.7

10-11-12

Well Its a strange day. These types of days where the number in succession just look cool. I expect everyone of Facebook will blow it way out of proportion, and there will be a million posts on it. On Google+, there will be one or two posts, but mostly about redheads. God I love Ginger Thursdays!

Anyway, Happy Thursday! 1 more day until the weekend, but I will be working for the Army, which is awesome, because its my first weekend back. I may or may not have a PT test on Sunday, but either way, if I pass it, great, if not, I will know how I stand, and that's good too. My first goal for PT is too pass, but it doesn't end there. Eventually I want to max it, more to prove to everyone that I am better then what I used to be, then for myself, but at the same time, PT patches just look cool on your uniform....

Last night I just started thinking, and as much as I say don't think, everything is in the past, blah, blah, blah, sometimes I catch myself not following my own advice. I start questioning my life path. Is this the direction I should be going? Is there something else out there? All I know is what I see with my own eyes, what I see in my heart, and what people tell me. Therefore, I have come to the conclusion that basically, I am awesome, and that I will continue doing what I am doing. I know what changes I want to make, and obviously I have been doing pretty damn good. So we all know I can do anything I put my mind to, and I am a bit stubborn, but that has gotten me through life so far, and I will let it get me through life until the end.

On another note, and I know I keep saying this, negativity and bitterness will be cut completely from my life. Friends, family, complete strangers, and whoever, if you are negative towards me, I'm just going to cut you out. I don't need the stress. You can deal with your problems with putting down yourself or others, but if it affects me, don't let the door hit you on the way out. I know we have bad days, and I'm not talking about those. I am talking about the people that everyday put me down, or don't believe in themselves. You can do anything that you put your mind too, so use it, and accomplish it....

OK, everyone have a good day, I know I will!!!!

4/107.7

Already!

Well as I sit here unbelievably sore, I realize that Hump Day has crept into our laps...

I love short work weeks...

HAPPY HUMP DAY ALL!!!!

Well that being said this weekend I have my first Army Reserves drill in 6 years. Hopefully, we will order me some uniforms and get me ready for whatever it is the Army has in store for me, for the next 12 years at least. Its going to be a great weekend.

I started running every day now. It feels great while I am running, but I am sore as hell! I could use a massage. Maybe I need to find one of those Asian Massage parlors I have heard so much about. Anyone know where I can get a happy ending? LOL

Well, that's all I have for today. I've been up since 2am, so my brain really isn't functioning on all cylinders yet!

Have a great one all!!!

3/107.7

Wow, What a Weekend

Happy Tuesday all! No post yesterday, because I was off from work, and basically I was getting stuff done, but here's to a new week! We all survived another weekend!

Here's a recap, it all got a little wild at times, but lack of drama is always a good thing!

Friday- Friday night was our annual homecoming football game. They have it every year (Hence Annual), but this was my first Homecoming in 15 years. Another class mate and myself decided to have a tailgate party, and invite everyone we knew (A little over 800 people). Well, we set everything up, cooked the first batch of food, then the cops showed up.... Dammit, they shut us down.... We tailgate every year, and for some reason the school board decided that this year was going to be different and they didn't want tailgating. FINE.... We stood around and bullshitted until game time.

Game time! The Middletown Knights took on the Urbana Hawks. Being a Middletown Alumni, I think you know who I was rooting for. The game was pretty intense in the beginning, but then the knights pulled away, and won 41-20. They are now 6-0.

Then in true Middletown style, we all went to the bar at Hollow Creek. I guess there was about 25 of us or so, but we all had a blast. Lots of pictures taken. We hung out, caught up, and watched the O's game. All in all, it was an awesome night!

After closing time, I had a friend who needed to sober up, so we all went to another friends house to party a little more. I truly was only going to drop her off, but I'm glad I stayed, we had a whole lot more fun there! All I gotta say is "Strip Poker"..... I won, but being the good sport that I am, I got down to my boxers while everyone else was naked.... Add that to the things I didn't think were going to happen that night.

Saturday- Well, Well, Well..... notice how I haven't wrote that I went to sleep at all that night. I went to the Moose lodge at about 1pm to hang out and watch some football. I think I went through 2 pots of coffee while I was there! Watched the LSU game, Then went home. LSU lost, but hopefully they will bounce back next week against South Carolina. Then it was drive home and pass out.

Sunday- Got up early to weigh in.... 198.3lbs... Holy Shit! I'm below 200 lbs.... That was part one of my goals. Then, I took a drive down to Ft. Meade to check out the PX. Like usual, I spend far too much money, but it was a treat to myself for the weight loss. Then It was off to the Moose lodge again, hung around for a while, saw someone I absolutely never wanted to see again, so I left. Went home and relaxed....

Monday- Got up early and did my timed 2-mile run on the track. My time was 18:33.60. I need to be down to below 17:42. It equals out to about 6 seconds a lap. Now I am going to do cardio everyday, and push myself a little harder. Then, I went home and hooked up the surround sound unit i bought for my TV. After all that was done, I was bored, so I went to the gym and did the other half of my work out. Went home, cooked dinner, and passed out early.

Talk about a great weekend! I loved seeing each and every person I got to spend time with. We need to do it a lot more often then every 15 years.

In closing, I want to say thank you to everyone who reads my blog. It means a great deal to me when people come up and say how much they enjoy reading. Keep it up all! I'll keep writing as long as you keep reading!!!

2/107.7

Homecoming 2012

“If winning isn't everything, why do they keep score?”
― Vince Lombardi Jr.


The smell of grass, sweat, blood, and victory...... Its been 15 years since I was on that football field, and I miss it almost everyday. The thrill of victory, and the guys you play with become your brothers for a lifetime.....

Happy Friday All! As you can probably tell, tonight is our annual Homecoming football game. Middletown High School Class of 1998. Theres going to be a bunch of us tailgating at the game, and really we all don't get together near enough. However, I take what I can get, so we'll have a great time at the game, then some of us will go to the bar afterwards. I'm excited.

As for the rest of the weekend, Its going to be a long one with no plans now. Everything I was supposed to do has fallen through. Oh well, time to get some more house work done.

On a great note, I paid off my car today (Payment won't actually be processed until next Tuesday, they have to squeeze those extra few days out of you). Now, I am looking for a cheap, used, 4x4 pick up truck. My car doesn't like the snow. So, I am going to try and save for a few months then try to find one. Unless it looks like the weather is going to get bad early, then plans will change. I probably will put a nice lift kit on it, just because I am a redneck, and that's what we do.

Well all, Have a great weekend! Come out to the game tonight if you are in the area!

6/103.6

One Day at a Time

Woo Hoo! Its Thursday All! You know what that means? Tomorrow is Friday, and the start to a long weekend!

I know I am always looking forward to a long weekend (well any weekend in that matter), but the fact is, life is precious. Every day should be taken and enjoyed. Yes, Its going to be stressful, but you never know if you are going to get up the next day. Its true, you should have goals, but sleep satisfied. I know I have written this all before, but some people just don't get the point.

Now, on to a touchy subject.... Politics.....

Ugh, Since people can't vote for me (Yet), we are running into a bit of a dilemma. Which guy do we vote for. I'm not going to tell you who I am going to vote for, but please, vote from your heart. Don't go and cast a vote, just because everyone else is voting for someone. You have you own mind, use it! Also, Its not a race thing, its a who will turn this country around without absolutely abusing the people who call this country home. Times are tough, and we need out of this hole which we have been put in. I'm not going to say who put us in the hole, because that will start a shit storm in which I don't want to deal with an this great Thursday morning!

Well all, Have a great and relaxing rainy Thursday. It will be over before you know it!

5/103.6

What Day Is It?

I woke up today hoping it was Friday, It was a rude surprise when I realized that it was only Wednesday. That being said......

HAPPY HUMP DAY!!!!!!

OK, now that that is out of the way, how is everyone doing? I went to bed really early last night so I'm sorry for all the texts that I missed. I'm sure I will talk to you all today at some point. If you didn't text me last night, I hope you had a great night, and a great day.

Well I have realized that some of my hopes and dreams need to be revisited. I let one go which I am possibly going to make a reality in the very near future. I am going to do all of the major parts alone, but I may need a little help from my friends for some minor things. It will cost a good deal of money, and somehow I have to raise this. My weight loss and accomplishments to date have showed me that I can accomplish anything. Look out for questions and polls I may post on Facebook and G+. Give me an honest answer, and be specific. Once you see the polls, you will realize whats going on, until then I'm not jinxing anything!!!!

Well all have a great day! Week is half way over!

4/102.4

Wet Weather

Good Morning All!

I woke up in a great mood, and that quickly diminished. Spending 3.25 hours in a car in a usual 1 hour commute will do that too you. Oh well, I'm here now, and as soon as today is over I will go to the gym and work out all of my frustration. People need to learn how to drive, or stay off of the road....

Colder Weather lyrics
By Zac Brown Band
She'd trade Colorado if he'd take her with him
Closes the door before the winter lets the cold in,
And wonders if her love is strong enough to make him stay,
She's answered by the tail lights
Shining through the window pane
[Chorus:]
He said I wanna see you again
But I'm stuck in colder weather
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Can I call you then
She said you're ramblin' man
You ain't ever gonna change
You gotta gypsy soul to blame
And you were born for leavin'

At a truck stop diner just outside of Lincoln,
The night is black as the coffee he was drinkin',
And in the waitress' eyes he sees the same 'ol light shinin',
He thinks of Colorado
And the girl he left behind him
[Chorus:]
He said I wanna see you again
But I'm stuck in colder weather
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Can I call you then
She said you're ramblin' man

You ain't ever gonna change
Got a gypsy soul to blame
And you were born for leavin'(born for leavin')

Well it's a winding road
When your in the lost and found
You're a lover I'm a runner
We go 'round 'n 'round
And I love you but I leave you
I don't want you but I need you
You know it's you who calls me back here

Oh I wanna see you again
But I'm stuck in colder weather
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Can I call you then
Cause I'm a ramblin' man
I ain't ever gonna change
I gotta gypsy soul
And I was born for leavin' (born for leavin')

And when I close my eyes I see you
No matter where I am
I can smell your perfume through these whispering pines
I'm with your ghost again
It's a shame about the weather
I know soon we'll be together
And I can't wait till then
I can't wait till then

Flustered

Happy Monday all! For some of us this is a five day week that leads to a 3 day weekend. Thank you, Mr. Columbus. My weekend was a good time for me reflect on a lot of things.

I took a long drive on Friday and Saturday. I won't say where, because then people would find me when I really just want to be left alone. I got to thinking about a lot of things. Life is short. Sometimes you have to just do what will make you happy. There shouldn't be things that hold you back for anything. Who's to say we will be here tomorrow (Which also adds to my weekend because I had a friend pass away. I will not say what happened, or who it was out of respect for the family)? Waiting is over-rated if you see no light at the end of the tunnel. So start preparing to be happy this minute, because life won't stop to wait for you.....

Over the last few weeks it seems as if I have become more dependent on people. I realized this. I don't want to slip into that way of life again. So, that being said, I am back to my pre-vacation ways, where I depend on no one but myself. Really, life is easier this way. I have all the time in the world as long as I make it. An hour here, and an hour there, it all adds up people! Whether its going to the gym, cleaning a house, and generally just having time for yourself, make the time to better yourself, and whatever you do, remember to always go to bed satisfied with what you did today....

Well all, have a great week! I'm going to be busy this week, so hopefully it will go by quickly so I can get to my next weekend!!!!

2/102.4