Happy Monday All, Power is out in the other office so I'm a little late on the Blog.
Hope everyone had a great weekend. Mine was, but I did a lot of thinking. Heres how my weekend went and then I will get to the outcome of my thoughts.
Friday- Moose lodge for some poker then had to drive through that storm we had... Hell of a good time.
Saturday- Drove to Pa, and bought a new Surf pole. I'm gonna do a lot of Surf fishing when I go to the beach this year. Then I decided I was going down to the river and think while I catfish.
Sunday- I went slightly crazy and drove to Ocean City for the day. I got my sand and water fix, and some good seafood. Then I drove home...
Ok, so what I was thinking about... Lots of things
This blog is about me. NObody else.... This is the reason there arent any names in it. My friends do some outrageous things. If they want to be known, I am sure that they will let you in on who it is.
- A lot of people wonder why I am single. I choose to be. I have to feel I have to accomplish something before I can drag anyone along with me. Thats why I made a rule, no girlfriend until all my training is done. Sorry, but its me. I suck at relationships and I tend to throw myself full force into them, and forget about everything I am doing. I CAN'T do that anymore. A part of it has to be about me, and I forgot that a long time ago. I dont even know if its fair if I drag anyone away from Md, when I want to eventually go as far away from here as possible someday. Whether it is a year or its 10 years, I will not live in Md forever.... Now for another topic.
- My status with the Army. I have 3 choices, next to each choice is the chance I am going to do that one.
- Reserves and stay where I am- 35%
- Reserves and move to either SC or FL 35%
- Active Army- 30%
Thats the truth, I have decisions to make and only I can make them. However I do like to here others opinions.... So let me know what you think.....
Hope everyone had a great weekend. Mine was, but I did a lot of thinking. Heres how my weekend went and then I will get to the outcome of my thoughts.
Friday- Moose lodge for some poker then had to drive through that storm we had... Hell of a good time.
Saturday- Drove to Pa, and bought a new Surf pole. I'm gonna do a lot of Surf fishing when I go to the beach this year. Then I decided I was going down to the river and think while I catfish.
Sunday- I went slightly crazy and drove to Ocean City for the day. I got my sand and water fix, and some good seafood. Then I drove home...
Ok, so what I was thinking about... Lots of things
This blog is about me. NObody else.... This is the reason there arent any names in it. My friends do some outrageous things. If they want to be known, I am sure that they will let you in on who it is.
- A lot of people wonder why I am single. I choose to be. I have to feel I have to accomplish something before I can drag anyone along with me. Thats why I made a rule, no girlfriend until all my training is done. Sorry, but its me. I suck at relationships and I tend to throw myself full force into them, and forget about everything I am doing. I CAN'T do that anymore. A part of it has to be about me, and I forgot that a long time ago. I dont even know if its fair if I drag anyone away from Md, when I want to eventually go as far away from here as possible someday. Whether it is a year or its 10 years, I will not live in Md forever.... Now for another topic.
- My status with the Army. I have 3 choices, next to each choice is the chance I am going to do that one.
- Reserves and stay where I am- 35%
- Reserves and move to either SC or FL 35%
- Active Army- 30%
Thats the truth, I have decisions to make and only I can make them. However I do like to here others opinions.... So let me know what you think.....
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People will always wonder about you... lol. Every decision is yours and yours alone. Hearing other sides, arguments, or perspectives is always helpful, but YOUR OWN happiness should always be your goal. Heck, it should also be the goal of the other people in your life if they really care. As for being single, you know I'm the queen of that one; but I have never, personally, wondered why (despite your awesomeness) you remained unattached. I think you are making a wise decision, considering your history and where you are going. Making a major life change/decision is not easy. If you cannot see making the journey with someone special going along with you, I believe it is best to stay single until you find someone you can envision being beside you the whole way. If you find someone that you feel fits that role, don't hold yourself back; they will want to go on the journey with you, wherever it may lead. Your life-long partner would not feel you were dragging them anywhere, but would go where you need to because they want to be with you. I hope my rambling makes sense.
ReplyDeleteNicole said that perfectly!!!
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