I woke up this morning in a little better frame of mind. Happy Tuesday All! Today, I say fuck it, and continue to do what I have always done. I am really good at being myself, and that will not change. It is still time to do everything I want to do, and no one will ever stop that. I am a happy individual, I have my off days, but who doesn't?
My whole life I have spent proving people wrong. "I can't join the Army", Guess what, I fucking did it, going to do it a second time. "You will never look like you did back in 98", guess what, I sure as hell am on my way. Forget the doubters, I AM GOING TO SUCCEED. Its who I am, and nobody knows me better then I know myself.
Well, as for all my thinking yesterday, it still needs to happen. HOWEVER, things will come in time. Nothing needs to be decided at the moment. I am not going to stress myself out over things that will come by themselves in the future. As far as the army goes, It will be either Reserves or national Guard. I have a great job, and I want to move up. Does this mean I want to stay in Maryland forever? NO! but i will make my decision to leave when the time is right. Will it be a year? 10 years? 50 years? Who knows, and who cares. One thing at a time, and one foot in front of the other. Maybe some day I'll go sell real estate with Dad in Myrtle Beach, maybe some day I'll own a bar in Key West. Maybe I'll just stay right here. Nothing ever needs to happen now, life is to short to worry about what the future is.
Live in the present and it will guide you to the future.
I'm going camping this weekend, with some great friends, and I will clear my mind some more. Lots of fishing, maybe some picture taking, and maybe if I'm lucky I'll even get me some. Lol..... Maybe that's all I need to clear my head.
Ahhhhh, I feel better.
Hope everyone has a great day. Remember, Its getting closer to the weekend every second you stay breathing!
My whole life I have spent proving people wrong. "I can't join the Army", Guess what, I fucking did it, going to do it a second time. "You will never look like you did back in 98", guess what, I sure as hell am on my way. Forget the doubters, I AM GOING TO SUCCEED. Its who I am, and nobody knows me better then I know myself.
Well, as for all my thinking yesterday, it still needs to happen. HOWEVER, things will come in time. Nothing needs to be decided at the moment. I am not going to stress myself out over things that will come by themselves in the future. As far as the army goes, It will be either Reserves or national Guard. I have a great job, and I want to move up. Does this mean I want to stay in Maryland forever? NO! but i will make my decision to leave when the time is right. Will it be a year? 10 years? 50 years? Who knows, and who cares. One thing at a time, and one foot in front of the other. Maybe some day I'll go sell real estate with Dad in Myrtle Beach, maybe some day I'll own a bar in Key West. Maybe I'll just stay right here. Nothing ever needs to happen now, life is to short to worry about what the future is.
Live in the present and it will guide you to the future.
I'm going camping this weekend, with some great friends, and I will clear my mind some more. Lots of fishing, maybe some picture taking, and maybe if I'm lucky I'll even get me some. Lol..... Maybe that's all I need to clear my head.
Ahhhhh, I feel better.
Hope everyone has a great day. Remember, Its getting closer to the weekend every second you stay breathing!
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I can't wait for this weekend!! We're gonna have a blast! And eff the doubters you've worked so hard and you look amazing! Keep on keepin on Sam!
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