Confusion

Monday, The start of another week. I'm going camping next weekend, and that's all I know. Life is turning quickly, and my mind is in a million place. Where do I go from here, and with who? That's the only questions.....


My life is a fascinating thing. I'm still kicking around a whole bunch of ideas. I AM going back into the Army, but am I going to go Reserves or National guard? Or do I say fuck it all and go Active Army? Do I drag someone with me, or do I do it alone? If I Go Reserves, do I move south? or stay where I am and improve my house? If I go south, how far? My family is in South Carolina, but my head is in Florida.... My mind needs to get straight again, and all of the drama that I try to avoid keeps coming up. It may be time for me to disappear for a little while, I'll keep writing, but who knows what about.

OK, Anyway.....

Here's what I do know....

My weekend was pretty damn good. Here's the highlights:

Friday- went crabbing with my 2 friends and one lucky lady. We caught absolutely nothing (except for the two horse shoe crabs). Might be time to go south. Maybe the crabbing will get better.

Saturday- went over to a friends house then went to watch him play flag football. They lost. Their son is getting pretty big though, they grow up soooo fast.

Sunday- Changed the oil in the car, then went and played poker. Poker was horrible, but it is what it is. Oh well, its free poker, so nothing lost.

BTW, I did P90X all weekend. Its still kicking my ass, but they say its good for me. Everyone have a great week! I'll be around. Thanks for reading!!!

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