Happy Wednesday all! Work was shut down today, so I will be here, cleaning and shoveling snow.
As I sit here on my unexpected day off, I am forced to think about decisions I have made in the past. What has brought me to this point in my life. No matter how hard I try, and how much I accomplish, in the end, I am still alone. Closest family a couple hundred miles away, I live alone, and most of my friends have families, and lives of there own. When did I get so old and hermit like? I understand that my choices have warranted a good amount of loneliness, I mean, it's hard to go to the gym as much as I do and live the life of a soldier and family man at the same time.
Maybe I try to hard for certain things?
Maybe, everything comes around in full circle for a reason.
Maybe, I just need to quit bitching, and actually live life.....
Everyone has a good snow day today! I am gonna finish my coffee and go shovel before there's 12" out there....
As I sit here on my unexpected day off, I am forced to think about decisions I have made in the past. What has brought me to this point in my life. No matter how hard I try, and how much I accomplish, in the end, I am still alone. Closest family a couple hundred miles away, I live alone, and most of my friends have families, and lives of there own. When did I get so old and hermit like? I understand that my choices have warranted a good amount of loneliness, I mean, it's hard to go to the gym as much as I do and live the life of a soldier and family man at the same time.
Maybe I try to hard for certain things?
Maybe, everything comes around in full circle for a reason.
Maybe, I just need to quit bitching, and actually live life.....
Everyone has a good snow day today! I am gonna finish my coffee and go shovel before there's 12" out there....
10/114.4
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