Welcome Back

“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”
― Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever

 

 

Well, Welcome back me.... Its been a while, but I needed time off. Between work, the gym, and the woman, who has time to put their thoughts on paper? Well, I am going to go back to writing every day, and watching that nobody every reads this thing anyways. Maybe I'll get surprised, but in the end, it doesn't matter. I am here, getting my thoughts on paper, freeing my mind, and not giving a care about anything other than whats going on in my life.

 

For those that don't know, I proposed to my girlfriend a week ago today. After screwing with her head about a ring she loved (I even had her call the shop after I had already bought it, and she found out someone had bought it), I did it while she was cooking dinner. Now, some people will complain that I didn't do it right.... Well guess what? She said yes, and when the hell has anyone ever known me to do anything traditionally?

 

I never thought I would get married again. Well, I guess, things happen. Its the right person, the right time, and I couldn't ask for anything more. For those that don't know, I got to beautiful ladies for the price of one, so to say. She has a beautiful little daughter that I love spending time with. Things couldn't have worked out better.

 

That all being said, This planning out a wedding thing is rough. In what I thought was going to be the most fun we had, we constantly fight. I would say that its time for us to put the boxing gloves on and have it out, but who am I kidding? She would simply kick my ass, and I really don't need the embarrassment. Whenever I think we have something settled, It changes. She's stubborn, I'm stubborn, this is going to be a long 16 months.

 

We are having to pay for everything ourselves, so we are trying to budget out a wedding for 300 people. We both have fairly large families, and how do you cut family? Sorry if some people don't get invited, but feel free to send money and gifts before hand, I can use it. Lol...

 

The wedding date is tentatively set for June 13, 2015. There's time there, but I still need to get an annulment from my first marriage, which includes Catholic classes and a whole bunch of other stuff... Should be fun... Right?

 

This shit scares the hell out of me. I want to make everything perfect for her. Maybe I try to hard? I don't even know everything we need for a wedding. Last time, It was fly to Vegas, and show up at the Venue. I didn't have to do all of this Engagement Party, Church, Caterer, Reception Hall, Favors, Music, Cake, etc, etc, etc.... This is not cool.... I tend to flip out slightly, its overwhelming...

 

OK, Deeeeeeeeepppppp Breathe.....

 

Well, that's all for today! See you all tomorrow! I hope you have a great one! Pray for me!!!